too bad

Sorry guys, but you are stuck with me. I know, I know.... I'm not all that.

I'm here to stay. I'm gonna do my bit, God who sees all things will reward each according to their work.

So honestly, get used to it!

How??

Yesterday I showed my workmates a mean side of me.

Something to do with an old chic I tried to katia. Most guys think that I am a nice guy. In truth I am not.

Chizi sang a song which says 'yaliyo ndani huwezi kuficha, ukweli utajitokeza'.

How true!

A chic (a C.U. damu chic) I tried to katia in campus got pregnant even before she cleared. Somehow that made me glad. I did one of those evil laughs. Yeah I'm not a good guy. I tried to you know repent about it, but ended up laughing when praying. Thank God for His grace.

yaliyo ndani huwezi kuficha.

Finally found a church

I guess I finally found a church near home.

I am a firm believer in that saying that you should walk to church. that way i get to meditate before and after the sermon. so I found a church near home where I could walk and still get the rightly handled word of God.

The sermon yesterday was about being cold, lukewarm or hot. I'm afraid of thinking about where I am.

student of life

when the student is ready, the teacher will appear. or something to that effect.

i am learning so much about life.

from learning about women ( i used to be the proper geek, with great ambition to be the proper stud). might do a post about that since i am getting there.

to learning about how to grow my wealth ( i thought i knew everything).

kweli, choices not chances determine your destiny.

dirty little secret

yesterday's sermon in church included some reasons why God allows someone to pass through stuff. Among many other reasons included the fact that he does it so that he who has passed through something can encourage others going through the same thing.

i've struggled with lust for many years, but i guess i'm finally seeing some light at the end of the tunnel. that's not to say that i have made it, in fact i have made more mistakes since i made this post.

but i have not surfed pornography since march this year and that is something i thank God for. it's not by my own strength, but by the grace of God. so if you're struggling with it take heart, God still loves you, and if you let him, it may take years but you will overcome with his help.

cheaper joint

i moved houses about a month ago. went to a house cheaper by about 2k.

i have to say it has worked out quite well. somehow it feels as though i have some more money in the pocket. got some new stuff, and it feels as though prospects for the future look good.

plus i got me an orange line. i forgot my phone in a bus and someone is diligently keeping it for me. orange is ok, i lost about half of my old phone numbers. i think it was divine intervention because since i lost it some good things have been happening to me.

anyway, looking forward to a better second half of the year.

decisions

decisions, we make them all the time...so goes the ad for an investment bank.

yesterday in a mathree, there was this lady who had to have her son sit on her lap so that she paid fare for only one person. the boy looked to be about 10-12 years old. old enough to have his own seat.

in this same nairobi, the 62 seat buses for the braeside, brookhouse schools et al are nearly always empty in the morning. enough space for a boy his age.

so what did the parents of the children in the matatu and bus do differently? and where do i want my kids to be, the matatu or school bus.